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today on the way to work my chain snapped halfway there and this grill who worked at the store i stopped in front of asked me if i needed help and gave me a water cause i was sweaty and panicky..it was embarrassing! then when i finally fixed the chain because it was so tangled up that i was stressing out.. i went to put the tire back on and my tool snapped in half!! so i had to walk the rest of the way and was late...I'm an idiot!

my friend Francine from L.A came up to visit this last weekend it was fun. i hope she wasn't bored.there was a party at Chris pisses house where some ridiculous shit went down...as soon as i find pictures I'll post them.

SFN played the house awhile ago too and shit was tight and the party went crazy. and drunk people made out in my room and everyone was half naked dancing in my room.........never again.
also expect another mix tape soon.

not bad, but not good.

I'm hot and I'm tired and i got a new job at work. i am back up sign maker i sit up stairs ona computer making signs for 4 hours out of the day now. im kinda afraid it will become a real persons job. i hope not!
Things are moving slowly or maybe not at all still i'm just kinda ridin' the wave. i want to go somewhere soon. Ben said this about being somewhere that isnt home... and its true
"All this always comes together to remind me how much I'm missing out on life when I'm constantly trying to convince myself how bad it is."

i met a grill from l.a. shes really cute. lets see what happens!

also fourth of July was tight i blew stuff up and got to play with 2 really cool babies!
Rosie and Robin each have a baby and both those pretty grills made two pretty babies. it was cool plus we barbecued some serious vegan shit!



































also i made this video for Sylvia while shes in d.c



also i made an appointment to get tattoo finished!
heres some cell photos.

stay sad

here's a mix tape. for a grill I'll never give it to.
I'm a sad loser.

****TAPE DOWNLOAD****

GAZE-sunday night waterworks
GAZE-bob again
MICROPHONES-voice in headphones
MICROPHONES-great ghosts
SOFTIES-c.k.m
SOFTIES-fragile don't crush
TALULAH GOSH-don't go away
MARSHMALLOW KISSES-i wonder why my favorite boy leaves me in the rain
KIND OF LIKE SPITTING-hoax
KIND OF LIKE SPITTING-birds of a feather
SMASHING PUMPKINS-lily
ROSE MELBERG-each new day
MAGNETIC FIELDS-nothing matters when were dancing
MAGNETIC FIELDS-long vermont roads
LOIS-transatlantic telephone call
JEFF MANGUM-i love how you love me
FOG-what a day,what a day
FOG-the girl from the gum commercial
MARCY PLAYGROUND-sherry frasier
THAT DOG-zodiac

and here's some random pictures from my phone.
someone else make a mix tape so i can download yours already!!

bleh

i stay sad.
yesterday i slept for 17 hours straight. and im still tired.

send the nice and pretty grills to me.

expect a sad ass mix tape soon.
im a wothless goon. and i fuck up way too often. total loserrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

awe hey sup!

Straight Jacket Nation came to play the house and it was tight they were good and the drummer Emily was a total babe!
the next day they played at the balazo in sf me, Erika, Jennifer, Trouble and Jose drove up to see the show ( me and Jose got on the guest list we were v.i.p for a night!!!!!)we went and got falafells and it was good. and i did the mosh too hard and hurt my back but it was tight. i talked to Emily for like an hour after the show..she gave me her email. i don't think I'm gonna email her though...
Jennifer is on vacation at my house I'm trying my hardest to entertain her. and so far i think its fun for her.it been really hot in San Jose and the other day Jose was in my room and his back was so sweaty that we could stick coins on him so we did.
then me and Jennifer and Christine and Erika jammed in the basementnick grossed people out...alot
today me and Jennifer went to the mall and met up with Matt then in disgust practiced and we wrote 3 new songs...shit is dope!
after the whole house made pizzas it was twice as dope mine had olives and
onions on it. then we ate peach pie with ice cream and whipped cream and topped off the night by listening to grind records in the living room.i also made a cardboard cut out of a duck billed platypus named Lenny for Christine!and i drew this picture of Jennifer the other day.

nothin

nothing has really been happenin' i work alot and dream of eating so much ice cream that i explode!

Sandra and jay way had a party for there birthdays. i made them a baller ass card, but i didn't get a photo of it. there was dancing and ridiculousness. jay way had a vegan ice cream cake in it was awesome!
the next morning we all went to Fellini's in Oakland and i ate so much that i almost puked. freal!
we met Sandra's friends the Rosie's they were cool.

Zack has been hanging out more hes hilarious! hahaha

also me and nick made some short shorts and took some pics.

i also made this movie cause i was bored.

alot of shit

i have been crazy busy being an idiot so i haven't updated this shit in a million years, but alot of shit went down.....
SOURPATCH played our first show with pillow fights and Lemuria. it went pretty fuckin good people were all into it. i thought we woulda bombed. hopefully we will record soon. (we have buttons now with that logo thanks to DB so hit me up if ya want one you fuckin asshole!) a ton of people showed up to such an early show i was very happy and Lemuria was stoked so many people showed up.
I saw Lemuria play 3 times in a row too shit was mad legit! they are the best dudes ever!
there was a fuck load of food at the potluck too i made tofu skewers and twice baked potatoes which was also mad legit!
Mad got drunk and tried to go half on a baby with erika non-stop, i called him the next day and told him he couldn't come over anymore if he keeps punching things. i think he got sad.Christine is a total babe!and Sandra drank 5 flaming Dr. peppers and asked nick to stick his butt on her a bunch.I also finally got a new phone so if you ain't already in the know hit me up and we can text flirt! its as thin as a stick of gum and loud. i already put some freak jams on it so if you see me in the mall saggin my Levi's don't even pay me no motherfuckin mind!The day after the show we had the dance party! shit went off for like 4 hours! tons of people showed up and the basement was hot as shit. me and Gabe and nick decorated the basement too! the dance mix for it was 12.5 hours long! awesome i know!
the dance party was tight for like 4 hours then the cops showed up and everyone had to leave.
I had to kick everyone out and as the last person left the basement the cops had ran in the house and came downstairs as i was getting Maggie to go upstairs and. i was waiting for them to leave so i could get the lights ....one of the turds pushed me and told me to get out i turned and yelled at him saying that i fuckin live here and that what the fuck is his problem he grabbed my hand i grabbed his and pushed his dumb ass away and then told him again that i live here and for him to back the fuck off so he ran up and started punching me and then threw me into a drum set in the next room.... Gabe pushed a cop away so they handcuffed him ( good lookin out! ) the two other cops handcuffed me and they took us too the cop cars. there was like 11 cop cars out front of the house it was riddiculous!
(if anyone has a picture of all the cop cars let me know)
either way i guess some fatsoe neighbor called the cops even though our direct neighbors didn't even care and were bummed that the party was getting busted.
the cop took me in under resisting an officer and battery on an officer which is so fuckin dumb. i had to sit in the back of a patty wagon downtown for like 3 hours. with some retard drunk dude i had to pee and he wouldn't let me go anywhere so peed all over the patty wagon it was pretty hillarious he was pretty disgusted by me. i got to the police station at like 1 am and they put me in a holding cell till 9 ish that morning and i was released. i have court in July. I'm not sweatin it though shit will be coolzie. i hope!
after i took the light rail home then me Ashley,Jose,nick, and hector went to Oakland and ate some bomb ass vegan food at Fellini's and then went and bought records all day. i fell asleep on Karen's bed in Oakland for an hour in between there somewhere.
shit was whack ( the arresting part not the nap at karrens), but the party was so tight!!! thanks too everyone who worried about me. now buy me cakes and ice cream!
I am also now sick from this drunk ass Mexican dude who kept trying to sleep on me in the holding cell while he was sick. fuck that shit!(most attractive picture of me ever i know!)

my friend Wendy from Boston sent me a letter with a mix tape and some drawings its tight. shes tight.(shes the drunk one)

i finally paid off my medical and dental bills and have currently received my stimulus check (finally) so I'm gonna buy a lot of records and burritos.

also I have made a tape for Sandra who is a total coolie.
so as promised in the last blog here is a mix tape made for a grill. by me.
download me you dummy!

ANTIDOTE - something must be done
THE BRAT - attitudes
CLOSET FAIRIES - ghetto girls
CLOSET FAIRIES - union suite
DEAD FUCKING LAST - pizza man
DEAD FUCKING LAST - self pity
THE EAT - subhuman
THE FARTZ - you gotta brain
FUN PEOPLE - dear
FUN PEOPLE - f.m.i
FUN PEOPLE - si pudiera
FUN THINGS - time enough for love
FUN THINGS - savage
GYM SLIPS - dear marje
GYM SLIPS - loves not the answer
HEAVENLY - lemonhead boy
THE JOCKS - give me your germs
LUCY LOVES SCHROEDER - not worth it
ONE MAN ARMY - another night
SNUGGLE - dude, wheres my guitar?
SOA - girl problems
SOFTBALL - prostrate
SOFTBALL - choice
SWINGING UTTERS - teenage genocide
SWINGING UTTERS - all laced up
THUG MURDER - bus
TIN ARMOR - misanthrope
TIN ARMOR - my true step
THE UNLOVABLES - valentine
THE VASELINES - dying for it
VIVIAN GIRLS - going insane
VIVIAN GIRLS - no
WITCHES WITH DICKS - die painfully
WITCHES WITH DICKS - he was yelling at me

I'm sure I'm missing some stuff but that's mostly what has happened in the last 2 weeks-ish
also i think DIANA has alot of pictures of lemuria and sourpatch and the party on her blog so check there instead of me posting specifics form herez.

seriously though get my number and text me...alot!

oh yea also me gabe and tony saw a ghetto tumbleweed made up of someones fucked up weave.